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My brother called around 7 something this morning.
It was GREAT to hear his voice, and even better to hear that he was doing good.
When I hung up the phone reality kind of hit me.
I then bawled like a baby.
I didn't really know that you could miss someone so much.
I have some kind of emptiness that I didn't know existed.
It really hasn't hit until these past 2 months how much I really miss him.
I am definitely looking forward to April.